Spreading Thin

There are so many things that I want to do; however, I'm starting to feel like I'm getting spread a little too thin. For the past couple of weeks, I've been trying to focus more on the YSA and making sure that things are happening. This is great; however, I can't do it as much as I am. Right now, I have so many things happening in my life and I'm getting behind in things. In the past few weeks, I've also tried to focus on myself some. Not just on me, but really trying to understand my life and my feelings. I CAN'T DO THIS! I get so caught up that I just forget other things.

So... I have a goal, and I have to make it work. No ands, ifs, or buts about it!

What I want to do is this:

*Date
*Activities
*Friends/Families - hang out
*Serve everyone possible
*Teach the gospel to all who will listen

What I need to do:

*School, school, and school!
*Work
*Callings, but not to where it takes over my life

So... who cares if I'm single?! I'm just letting go of those feelings. They are going to the back burner, and I don't know when I'll bring them forward again.

Activities... other people are going to have to do things too. Plan for the whole month, and then just let others help out to make it happen. If it doesn't, then who cares! I can't stress about it so much.

I just... I have so many things to do and that I want to do. Now, I have to put things in order and make what's important happen. Because right now, I'm tired and just want to stop. I can't!!