Utah...

... what a great place!!

I got back from Utah almost a week ago, and it's been a really long, yet short, week. It was so nice to be able to go back and spend time with some very dear friends. I was able to go on some dates that were causal things. No, I didn't see everyone that I wanted to see, but I guess that just means that I need to go back. :-)

It was nice to have a break, and to enjoy the outdoors. I spent a day at Bear Lake, and that was amazing!! I spent a good hour at the top of Ensign Peak, and it was just beautiful. The wind was blowing, and it was just peaceful. I was happy... 100% happy. My mind has been going non-stop since I got to Utah, and today, I think it finally started to slow down... maybe a little bit.

I didn't want to leave; I wanted to make Utah my home again. I've been thinking that maybe in 6 months when my lease is up that I would move back and do school out there. I mean - there are many options, and I know it wouldn't be that hard for me to find a place to live and a job to work. However, I got my answer today... maybe not what I want, but what I know is best. Utah isn't for me right now.... Nacogdoches is. I have no clue why! None at all.

Many things could be playing a part in it, but whatever it is, I know that I'm supposed to be here for it. Now... I'm just going to be patient and do what I know is right. It won't be easy -- not even close. But it's the Lord's will, and that's the most important thing.

Utah... I'll get back there one day; I know that very much so. Just today isn't the day.