Yes, it's true! I have become baby hungry, but I warned Brandon of this when we first got married. However, we talked about this, and there's just no way to have a baby right now. Hello - could you see me with a baby and my schedule?! I don't think so.
Well, I had the chance to babysit two cute kids tonight, and I figured that would help with the craving of having my own. Well - it didn't. :-/ I got to take them to a t-ball game, and carry them inside after they both fell asleep in the car. I just loved it. I loved talking to them, and seeing them play. Even the dirty diaper and crazy hyperness had no effect on me. I have to find something to change these feelings!
It's not that having a baby is a bad thing; we just aren't ready!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Ouch
So I went to the doctor's today. I already had an appointment schedule as I was getting over a bladder infection, and it wasn't getting better (even with prescriptions!) Well, it got better, but I got sick, so I decided to keep the appointment.
I head to Lufkin at 7:30am for my 8am appointment. Once I am there, I talk with Phyllis (who has been there for ever!) about all that is going on. Dr. Spinks (an amazing doctor who has seen me since I was just a bean) comes in, and informs me that this mess is going around. It starts off like allergies, and then you get the cough. So I now have cough medicine (which from what he said, doesn't sound yummy) and some pills to take for 7 days. Oh goody! On top of it all, and why my title is "ouch" - I had to get a shot.
Okay, if you know me, you know I don't like shots. Not as bad as my husband, but I don't like them. I have never liked them. I remember having to get a shot in the butt while being held down by 4 people (including my mom) because I couldn't just sit there and I was hysterical! My brother went first, and even though it didn't bother him, he saw me just watching in fear and decided to cry. Yea - that got me even more in the changing area/corner.
Back to today... I had to get the shot in my hip. OUCH! They say it should help a lot, and will last for 6 days, but man oh man. That baby didn't feel good when it went in nor afterwards. But it's all better now!
I even took Lexie for a walk on La Nana Creek Trail, and I'm not feeling too bad. Her allergies started acting up too - so benedryl it was. :)
Side note: I got an A in HMS 459 - Marriages & Families! I'm super happy about it!! I've had Dr. Saracino for 4 semesters now, and just couldn't get that A. I would miss it by just a few points... literally like 4-7 points. My other class, we just won't talk about it. But 459 - YAY!! But I enjoy marriage & family topics!
I head to Lufkin at 7:30am for my 8am appointment. Once I am there, I talk with Phyllis (who has been there for ever!) about all that is going on. Dr. Spinks (an amazing doctor who has seen me since I was just a bean) comes in, and informs me that this mess is going around. It starts off like allergies, and then you get the cough. So I now have cough medicine (which from what he said, doesn't sound yummy) and some pills to take for 7 days. Oh goody! On top of it all, and why my title is "ouch" - I had to get a shot.
Okay, if you know me, you know I don't like shots. Not as bad as my husband, but I don't like them. I have never liked them. I remember having to get a shot in the butt while being held down by 4 people (including my mom) because I couldn't just sit there and I was hysterical! My brother went first, and even though it didn't bother him, he saw me just watching in fear and decided to cry. Yea - that got me even more in the changing area/corner.
Back to today... I had to get the shot in my hip. OUCH! They say it should help a lot, and will last for 6 days, but man oh man. That baby didn't feel good when it went in nor afterwards. But it's all better now!
I even took Lexie for a walk on La Nana Creek Trail, and I'm not feeling too bad. Her allergies started acting up too - so benedryl it was. :)
Side note: I got an A in HMS 459 - Marriages & Families! I'm super happy about it!! I've had Dr. Saracino for 4 semesters now, and just couldn't get that A. I would miss it by just a few points... literally like 4-7 points. My other class, we just won't talk about it. But 459 - YAY!! But I enjoy marriage & family topics!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Hear Him
Today while in Relief Society, I was hoping to get something out of it. It was my first day back to Church in quite some time, and I just needed something. I never really get a lot from testimony meetings, and Sunday School was good (with thoughts being provoked). However, it wasn't what I needed. Relief Society came, and I wasn't sure I would get anything out of it. Unfortunately, it seems that most first Sundays include the missionaries teaching. I was very skeptical about this, but it turned out better - thank you to our missionaries as I know it was their preparation!! It finally wasn't a message about how to find investigators and how to talk to them. (Oh how I am TIRED of those lessons!)
The missionaries were teaching about the restoration based off the lesson that they teach those investigating. It was hard for me to pay attention due to those behind me who were being slightly disrespectful. But that's a whole other story that just frustrates me!
So back to the lesson...
I'm not sure what Elder Metcalf was saying, but he then started to quote the First Vision. I have heard this many of times, know the story, and for the most part, know every word. It was when he quoted our Heavenly Father when He said, "This is my Beloved Son, hear Him." This is something I needed at the moment.
Too many times I listen to others or base things off what others do; however, it hit me clear as day. It was my "ah ha" moment. Heavenly Father told Joseph Smith to hear His Son not hear what others have to say. The gospel of Jesus Christ is not based off of what others do or say; it is based on what the Savior did and said. So just as Joseph Smith was told to "hear Him", I need to do the same thing.
Heavenly Father provided His Son for me, and I need to hear Him!
The missionaries were teaching about the restoration based off the lesson that they teach those investigating. It was hard for me to pay attention due to those behind me who were being slightly disrespectful. But that's a whole other story that just frustrates me!
So back to the lesson...
I'm not sure what Elder Metcalf was saying, but he then started to quote the First Vision. I have heard this many of times, know the story, and for the most part, know every word. It was when he quoted our Heavenly Father when He said, "This is my Beloved Son, hear Him." This is something I needed at the moment.
Too many times I listen to others or base things off what others do; however, it hit me clear as day. It was my "ah ha" moment. Heavenly Father told Joseph Smith to hear His Son not hear what others have to say. The gospel of Jesus Christ is not based off of what others do or say; it is based on what the Savior did and said. So just as Joseph Smith was told to "hear Him", I need to do the same thing.
Heavenly Father provided His Son for me, and I need to hear Him!
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Wedding Post
Since I was lucky to have the day off, I have spent much of it trying to get things cleaned and put up. Even though we have had our townhouse for over two months, I am still very much in the unpacking stage. There's a lot of stuff one gains over the years of having their own place!
While trying to get some things moved around and at least out of our dining room, I find several things from the wedding that I wanted to fix up or put up. Our mantel is now full of wedding stuff! :) It may not stay that way for long, but for now, I love it! It's a constant reminder of the happiest day of my life! See picture below for all the fun... my flower bouquet in the vase from one of my bridal showers with the beads from the bridal shower and my wedding (wrapped with what my bouquet was wrapped - part of my wedding dress), two flower balls I made that hung on the chairs at the ceremony, our guest book, and the vases from the Unity Sand Ceremony (the two small ones will go to our parents as gifts once I seal them).
It's so much fun to go through things, and remember such special moments. It's hard to believe that we've been married over a month, and that life is pushing on. There are so many decisions to be made, and lots of sacrifices. Married life really is amazing! I have a wonderful husband who I will never be able to change as he'll never change me, but I hope that over the days, the months, the years that we will change to better serve each other and because it is what we want.
I created a wedding advise book for my bridal showers and bachelorette party. They were such wonderful events, and I'm excited to finish up this book. I still need to scrapbook pictures and invitations. But I also asked my parents to write on the last two pages a note to me... wow! It makes me cry every time I read it, and even a little bit when I just think about it. My parents are amazing! I am so grateful for the relationship I have with them today as I never thought it would happen growing up. I couldn't wait to be out of their house and away. Now, there are days that I wish I was still in their house and having those special moments with them that I didn't cherish while they happened.
One last thing to share... Katie's speech! I asked her for a copy of the speech as I paid attention, but there was so much happening, that I didn't get to take it ALL in. She gave me the ORIGINAL copy with all the mark outs and mark ups. Katie is truly one of my best friends (as were all of my bridesmaids, and I wish I could have heard what they would have said at the rehearsal dinner), and I have to admit that I don't agree with everything she said. But that's typical of me, and I wanted to share with everyone what she had to say...
While trying to get some things moved around and at least out of our dining room, I find several things from the wedding that I wanted to fix up or put up. Our mantel is now full of wedding stuff! :) It may not stay that way for long, but for now, I love it! It's a constant reminder of the happiest day of my life! See picture below for all the fun... my flower bouquet in the vase from one of my bridal showers with the beads from the bridal shower and my wedding (wrapped with what my bouquet was wrapped - part of my wedding dress), two flower balls I made that hung on the chairs at the ceremony, our guest book, and the vases from the Unity Sand Ceremony (the two small ones will go to our parents as gifts once I seal them).
It's so much fun to go through things, and remember such special moments. It's hard to believe that we've been married over a month, and that life is pushing on. There are so many decisions to be made, and lots of sacrifices. Married life really is amazing! I have a wonderful husband who I will never be able to change as he'll never change me, but I hope that over the days, the months, the years that we will change to better serve each other and because it is what we want.I created a wedding advise book for my bridal showers and bachelorette party. They were such wonderful events, and I'm excited to finish up this book. I still need to scrapbook pictures and invitations. But I also asked my parents to write on the last two pages a note to me... wow! It makes me cry every time I read it, and even a little bit when I just think about it. My parents are amazing! I am so grateful for the relationship I have with them today as I never thought it would happen growing up. I couldn't wait to be out of their house and away. Now, there are days that I wish I was still in their house and having those special moments with them that I didn't cherish while they happened.
One last thing to share... Katie's speech! I asked her for a copy of the speech as I paid attention, but there was so much happening, that I didn't get to take it ALL in. She gave me the ORIGINAL copy with all the mark outs and mark ups. Katie is truly one of my best friends (as were all of my bridesmaids, and I wish I could have heard what they would have said at the rehearsal dinner), and I have to admit that I don't agree with everything she said. But that's typical of me, and I wanted to share with everyone what she had to say...
I have known Angela for a few years now.
Since we've become friends, she has been nothing but a positive influence on me. Anyone who has spent just a few minutes with her can see how genuinely sweet she is. She is that person who I want to be.
Her qualities are those that I strive for - giving, honest, humble, loyal, loving, nurturing, a best friend. I try to be all these things, but there is one person here who is this for Angela.
Brandon, you have an amazing girl as now your wife. She is so happy with you. I can just see it. Just mentioning your name she lights up, and smiles. Congratulations on your marriage. You two are perfect for each other. I am so happy for you.
May each day only get better. Love you guys. To Brandon and Angela Rushton.
Since we've become friends, she has been nothing but a positive influence on me. Anyone who has spent just a few minutes with her can see how genuinely sweet she is. She is that person who I want to be.
Her qualities are those that I strive for - giving, honest, humble, loyal, loving, nurturing, a best friend. I try to be all these things, but there is one person here who is this for Angela.
Brandon, you have an amazing girl as now your wife. She is so happy with you. I can just see it. Just mentioning your name she lights up, and smiles. Congratulations on your marriage. You two are perfect for each other. I am so happy for you.
May each day only get better. Love you guys. To Brandon and Angela Rushton.
I have some amazing people in my life who I will cherish forever and ever!!! To each one of you, thank you from the bottom of my heart!!
Monday, April 12, 2010
Small Insight
There is a new song out called "The Call" by Matt Kennon, and this song really touches me for many reasons. Some of it is because I really try to be there for people, and to hopefully make a difference. But probably the biggest reason is because I have never had very high self-esteem. I know that I am hard on myself, but there is so much more to it. I often feel that things would be easier if I was taken out of the picture. Life would be better, and well, things would just go right.
In high school, I thought about this often. There were many comments made and things to happen in my life that just caused me to want to be done. I just didn't want to deal with it anymore; however, I had a couple friends who went to one of the school counselors who called me in later to talk. I was upset with them at the moment, but I am grateful they made that "call".
I still have those moments, and forget about me liking how I look. That's a whole other story. But the song touches me a lot, and if you ever feel you should contact someone - do it!! You never know what you could do for them! Thank you to those of you who have been there for me!!
In high school, I thought about this often. There were many comments made and things to happen in my life that just caused me to want to be done. I just didn't want to deal with it anymore; however, I had a couple friends who went to one of the school counselors who called me in later to talk. I was upset with them at the moment, but I am grateful they made that "call".
I still have those moments, and forget about me liking how I look. That's a whole other story. But the song touches me a lot, and if you ever feel you should contact someone - do it!! You never know what you could do for them! Thank you to those of you who have been there for me!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Phi Upsilon Omicron
I am a member of Phi Upsilon Omicron which is an honor society for Human Science's majors. It's a wonderful program that I will be a part of for the rest of my life. Yes, there are requirements with GPA, but that's okay. I enjoy Phi U so much that it helps me want to do better in my classes, and to keep my GPA up.
Well, I found out yesterday that I am now the Collegiate Representative on the National Council for Region 3! This is a two year term, and I get to interact with all the members of Phi U within my region. I get to attend Conclave which is in Savannah, GA this year!! That is something I can NOT wait for as I love Savannah!!
My advisors are absolutely amazing, and have been very supportive! It's just a great organization!!!
http://www.phiu.org
Well, I found out yesterday that I am now the Collegiate Representative on the National Council for Region 3! This is a two year term, and I get to interact with all the members of Phi U within my region. I get to attend Conclave which is in Savannah, GA this year!! That is something I can NOT wait for as I love Savannah!!
My advisors are absolutely amazing, and have been very supportive! It's just a great organization!!!
http://www.phiu.org
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Update on Life
As I was starting to clean the house, I decided to put on some music. Since I don't really know how to hook up computer up to the speakers we have for our tv and it's just easier to not mess with, I figured I would just use my computer. Well - I got distracted.
Brandon and I are going on a mini-trip for his birthday, and I'm so excited! It was going to be a surprise, but I totally stink that those! We are going to New Orleans, and we are going to see one of his favorite bands. It's going to be a ton of fun, and a nice little addition to our very short honeymoon!! I figured we should do this now as once we start a family (not for a few years), we won't really be able to do such things.
I'm just now getting over being sick, so that hasn't been that great! I pretty much have just worked and slept. It's nice to have some energy today, even if it's not a ton! Some is better than nothing.
Life is busy. I am now working 40 hours a week on top of school and other things that I'm involved with. My brain is constantly going, and I am always trying to find ways to be a better wife. Married life is not easy!! But of course I love being married to Brandon, and we have a lot of fun together! He loves me and I love him - no question about it!!
There have been some pretty interesting things happening lately that are personal, but it has certainly brought a lot of things to my mind. I'm realizing that now is the time to figure out what's important to me. I used to really know, but lost sight of some things. I worry a lot, and I worry a lot about others and their view of me. I worry about how I effect them; however, I need to worry about me. It is okay to be selfish at times because if I fall, then how can I do anything for anyone else. So many thoughts...
Now - time to clean and try to get things put up. I promise I will take pictures of the house soon!! I took some on Brandon's mom's camera, and I never got them off. Maybe I can get them off her camera, or I'll just take new ones on mine. Either way - the house is coming along, and I'm excited for when there are no more boxes or random things all over the place!! :) Things need a place or to go, and the sad thing is, most of the stuff is mine!! :-/
Brandon and I are going on a mini-trip for his birthday, and I'm so excited! It was going to be a surprise, but I totally stink that those! We are going to New Orleans, and we are going to see one of his favorite bands. It's going to be a ton of fun, and a nice little addition to our very short honeymoon!! I figured we should do this now as once we start a family (not for a few years), we won't really be able to do such things.
I'm just now getting over being sick, so that hasn't been that great! I pretty much have just worked and slept. It's nice to have some energy today, even if it's not a ton! Some is better than nothing.
Life is busy. I am now working 40 hours a week on top of school and other things that I'm involved with. My brain is constantly going, and I am always trying to find ways to be a better wife. Married life is not easy!! But of course I love being married to Brandon, and we have a lot of fun together! He loves me and I love him - no question about it!!
There have been some pretty interesting things happening lately that are personal, but it has certainly brought a lot of things to my mind. I'm realizing that now is the time to figure out what's important to me. I used to really know, but lost sight of some things. I worry a lot, and I worry a lot about others and their view of me. I worry about how I effect them; however, I need to worry about me. It is okay to be selfish at times because if I fall, then how can I do anything for anyone else. So many thoughts...
Now - time to clean and try to get things put up. I promise I will take pictures of the house soon!! I took some on Brandon's mom's camera, and I never got them off. Maybe I can get them off her camera, or I'll just take new ones on mine. Either way - the house is coming along, and I'm excited for when there are no more boxes or random things all over the place!! :) Things need a place or to go, and the sad thing is, most of the stuff is mine!! :-/
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