Do you ever just feel.... stuck?! Stuck in a town or a situation. Stuck in a job or relationship. Stuck in a way of life that doesn't seem to fit you or maybe you don't fit.
Now, I'm not saying that I'm stuck in a relationship because I love my husband. We are still growing, but it's going forward which is so comforting. I tend to get a little selfish or jealous with/about him as I just don't want to share. It really would be okay if he was with me all the time after and before work. But maybe I would think differently if that was the case. hehe
However, I do feel stuck! I feel stuck in Nacogdoches (which is great for some, but not for me). I feel stuck in a job that honestly, I can't stand one bit (that's a totally different story!). I feel stuck trying to be someone that I'm not 100% sure if it's me. Being me should be the one thing that I am good at being!
How do you get unstuck? I can apply for jobs, but then I just sit and wait. I'm trying to be patient, but I'm not a very patient person when I'm needing to find some kind of happiness. Leaving Nacogdoches isn't in the pictures for a few years for different reasons, but if I get a new job and the one I want, it wouldn't be too bad. I could make Nacogdoches work for a bit longer. And as for me personally... I just really don't know. That's been an on-going battle for some time.
Stuck is how I feel, and I'm ready to get some Goof Off to get rid of all the stickiness that has kept me stuck!!
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I feel stuck a lot! Mainly with school because we've put a lot of other things off so I can finish with my masters. Right now, especially, I'm just ready to be finished. I'll only have 12 hours/2 semesters left after Summer's over, but it seems forever away! Sometimes, you just do what you have to do for the moment without worrying about the future. I know that's easier said than done (especially for me because I'm such a planner), but taking things little by little seems to help me! :)
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