Thursday, March 11, 2010

Meltdown

I don't really have time to do this, but it an outlet for me and a plea for hope. I am on the verge of a breakdown as I type this. Things seem to start going well, and then I realize that there is even more to do.

My wedding is in two days with a couple day honeymoon to follow. There is still so much to do, and it's not all with the wedding. Right now, I'm not really sure how I'm going to make it through everything. It is starting to seem like something is going to suffer, and I'm not too happy about that.

For starters, I don't really get to see Brandon. Our work schedules are so opposite right now, and the fact that I still live in Lufkin just makes it worse. I want to spend time with him and enjoy the last few days of us just being engaged, but it's not going to happen. There's no time.

This is what all I have left to do before Saturday, and I guess even before Saturday at 10am when I go to get my hair done and start getting ready for the wedding.

* Work
* Meet with Krysta at Hotel Fredonia to go over the reception stuff and set up
* Phi U Spring Initiates - letters to be printed, stuffed, and addressed
* Wrap gifts
* Decorate my card/money box
* Create a sign for the guestbook table
* Cash some checks
* Get my rings
* Nail appointments
* Wedding favors
* Pack
* Move
* Rushton family pictures
* Rehearsal
* Rehearsal dinner
* HMS 443 week 8 assignment - research paper
* HMS 551 research paper rough draft
* Reservations for honeymoon
* JCFR/TCFR reservations
* Last night of singlehood
* Actually see Brandon
* See Hairspray with my parents and Katie
* Car service and wash

That's all that comes to mind right now, but I feel like I'm missing a lot! I'm not really sure how I'm going to get it all completed right now. I'm very nervous about it!!!

Well, that didn't help too much as the breakdown is still there, so time to start getting things together and trying to check off my list.

2 comments:

Jess said...

Wow! If I were there I would knock half those things off your list for you! I bet you're doing such a great job though! If you can squeeze it in there try to get a good night's sleep Friday night. You're going to need it! I love you and you're going to be so beautiful and and it's going to be a beautiful wedding! Take care of yourself! It's all worth it in the end. :)

Troy & Emily said...

Just relax now and have fun with your hubby. Things always get crazy when they are right and I know you--they are right AND crazy which is the way you like it sometimes or atleast the way you feel used to. We love you so much and are very excited to hear how everything went...despite what didn't.
Much love,
Emily & Fam :)